We must indulge in kundalini awakening (never so-called kundalini yoga) if our goal of life was spiritual never religious. Kundalini awakening is necessitated if our goal of life is reaching state of enlightenment, god in present life. For a commoner, one from masses what purpose would it serve if one travelled path of kundalini awakening? Quitting kundalini awakening midway is disastrous, most human beings who did so suffered badly at the hands of severe depression.
Kundalini awakening is something that could never be quit midway ever. There are instances when people went to extreme and committed suicide. Kundalini at times becomes uncontrollable.
Serious seekers who wanted to reach God in present life time only must indulge in kundalini. Kundalini awakening is a one-way path. Whatever gained remains permanent, could not be reverted back.
Kundalini awakening is all about dormant lying cosmic energy we called kundalini in the base of spine. When fully activated kundalini awakening leads mankind to state of enlightenment forever. There could never be another goal of kundalini awakening.
In search of god from six years of age I started my indulgence in kundalini awakening by default. At that young age I did not know anything about kundalini. No matter how best I tried, reasonable logical answers from elders in the family and outside were not forthcoming. Only when the kundalini snake confronted me did I come to know what kundalini was all about.
As my goal of life from six years of age was seeing and meeting God in present life time, I indulged in all spiritual routines demanded by scriptures like Bhagavad Gita. To establish control over sensuality I started my indulgence in absolute celibacy. 14 years practice of absolute celibacy in continuation resulted in my kundalini awakening fully absolutely unknown to me.
It was in the wee hours of third of August 1993 when I had Sakshat Darshan of God Almighty did I come to know that my kundalini had awakened fully totally unknown to me. God had blessed me with full kundalini awakening for indulgence in path of spirituality and working for welfare of mankind all the time.
In the early stages of spiritual pursuit I realized that yoga is the cosmic precept through which a soul atman tries to merge with God Almighty. From spiritual purposes the word kundalini yoga does not mean anything. To awaken kundalini one needs taking the inner journey towards our soul atman. This inner journey towards our consciousness is always travelled all alone. None in this world could impart any teachings like kundalini yoga as the journey was conducted internally.
Kundalini Awakening ruined my life
Many people in this world would easily admit that their depression resulted from trying to awaken kundalini. For a religious person the need for kundalini awakening did not exist. Kundalini awakening truly is a serious proposition. We must not only think twice but hundreds of times before indulging in kundalini awakening. As precepts like kundalini yoga did not exist in this world, even if spiritual we should indulge in kundalini awakening as prescribed and detailed in Bhagavad Gita.
How difficult kundalini awakening was can be realized from the fact that other than Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa and Maharshi Ramana none else succeeded in full awakening of kundalini shakti in the last about 150 years amongst 7 billion people existing world over.
All my life from six years of age I never indulged in anything called kundalini yoga. I pursued path of pure spirituality as prescribed in Bhagavad Gita and Upanishads (independent spiritual treatises). Travelling the inner journey is very subtle and unique experience that can be covered only by one who was 100% truthful, had total faith in God and existence of souls’ atmans.
Kundalini awakening also should not be indulged half-heartedly, as a pastime as most people often do. Spiritual journey was never a part-time job. Only an ardent seeker like Swami Vivekananda is competent to undertake spiritual journey. If we seriously desire gaining anything relating to spirituality, we must follow path taken by spiritual master of Swami Vivekananda Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa and also Maharshi Ramana.