My kundalini awakening experience from six years of age has been very subtle. Externally I indulged in day-to-day routines of life but internally my spiritual journey continued with leaps and bounds. It happened almost every second of life even while sleeping.
In the night when going to bed, I lay in shavasna pose of yoga and in subconscious state I indulged in self enquiry, Neti (not this, not this) to reach god at the earliest!
Not for a single moment ever in life I indulged in kundalini awakening. What I wanted was seeing and meeting God in this very life time. I also wanted liberation from cycle of birth and death forever. I did not want to rotate in endless cycles of birth and death. It seemed scary!
My inner journey towards God started around six and half years of age when I started looking for Lord Krishna in the fields nearby. I searched for a boy with cows and a flute in hand. For many days this exercise discontinued. It took a while before I realized Lord Krishna exists no more.
Indulging in literature relating to Lord Krishna, even Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa and Maharshi Ramana proved a total boon on path of pure spirituality. I could connect with pure spirituality as detailed in Bhagavad Gita and also Upanishads (independent spiritual treatises).
Contemplating in God every second of life it took me almost 31 years before I reached God. In the wee hours of third of August 1993 while sleeping someone gave a knock on my shoulders. I got up looked around and founding none I again slept. There was a second knock and this time I realized it was coming from within. It was as if something wanted me on the roof of the house.
I went to the roof but I was told to go back and bring the chair I usually used to study spiritual material. I was told to put my chair facing west and then started my cosmic vision. Everything from origin of cosmos to Pralaya (dissolution of cosmos) was distinctly visible. It took slightly above 2 hours for the whole scenario, vital spiritual experience from within.
Going up and down the house was like walking in sleep.
Around four o’clock in the morning I came back and was ordered to pick up a copy and pen. And started a long dictation from God Almighty himself, Brahman in Hinduism! After reading this material many times I realized my kundalini had awakened fully absolutely unknown to me.
Furthermore, I was told I was a soul atman that had successfully reached 8.4 millionth manifestation, last in cosmic life cycle. This was to be my last manifestation on mother earth.
From six years of age I indulged in pure spirituality as detailed in Bhagavad Gita by Lord Krishna. I all the time indulged in nishkama karma yoga never wanting anything for individual self or the family. My family definitely suffered on this account. They paid a dear price for my spiritual travel.
All in all, my spiritual journey was full of pitfalls. Do not know how many times I had to eat hell for breakfast, how many contemplations of suicide. I went on a path, a journey into the unknown. But I never looked back. I had decided to see and meet god in this very life and that I did. It was sheer grace of God Almighty that I could complete my spiritual journey including kundalini awakening.