Left midway kundalini awakening is really dangerous. Such a potential energy as kundalini could never be quit midway. Before indulging in kundalini awakening we must be absolutely clear about our goal of life. Once we have decided to go in search of God in this very life we can pursue path of kundalini awakening to reach state of absolute purity is a soul atman, the consciousness within.
Those whose goal of life is religious, people who preferred religion to path of spirituality must never indulge in kundalini awakening ever. Kundalini awakening is not meant for casual seekers. Only diehard seekers like Swami Vivekananda were competent to indulge in kundalini awakening.
Kundalini by itself is not dangerous but quitting the path midway is. The reason being all achievements on path of kundalini awakening were one-sided; nothing could be reverted back ever. Before embarking on spiritual travail for awakening our kundalini we must not only think twice but hundreds of times. This is a final decision of life.
For a true seeker there is nothing in this world other than God Almighty. For a true spiritual seeker all earthly relationships finally come to naught. One has to cut through all bondages of earthly life. There comes a stage when a seeker is not able to recognize ones parents, brothers and sisters close relatives and friends. One becomes a total introvert in the spiritual journey of life.
The reason is apparent. Spiritual journey is always conducted internally. Spiritual journey means taking inner journey towards our soul atman existing in heart. Spiritual journey is successfully travelled cutting across shackles of karma, overpowering five senses and mind forever. For a spiritual traveler there is nothing like a family. The whole world becomes one large family.
Why Kundalini is dangerous
In my spiritual travail I have come across many who started in search of God in good faith not realizing that journey of spirituality was not easy to travel. Almost all quit midway. Some became severe patients of depression others not knowing what to do. They were practically incompetent to live in the family. I have seen people blaming God for their predicament.
It is true that human beings are endowed with kundalini spirit from birth but was god to blame if one quits spiritual journey midway? The onus of travelling or not travelling always lay on the seeker. It is for us to decide what we truly desire in life. Journey of spirituality demands highest level of patience, persistence and perseverance that could ever be practiced by mankind.
Spiritual journey, awakening of kundalini was never a part-time job as most human beings think. All serious spiritual travelers always started early in life. Mahavira, Gautama Buddha even Jesus Christ and Prophet Mohammed all started their pursuit of God early in life. Same was the case with Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa and Maharshi Ramana.
We must never forget we have only one life to live, the present earthly domain. Either we do it in present life time or never. The reason being we do not know after death of present body what form our soul atman manifests in next manifestation. Our present human form is limited to present life only. As the control of present human body lay in hands of our soul atman, for a spiritual traveler it is necessary that we demolish our ego at the earliest.
Ego demolished, our soul atman takes over. It is only then a human being can travel spiritual journey successfully.
I distinctly remember overpowering my ego when about nine years of age. Since then I was in total control of my soul atman. Remaining truthful I could clearly hear the sweet small dictates of soul atman coming from within. Guided by my soul atman I continued my spiritual journey. 31 years of spiritual travail since six years of age I finally realized God in the wee hours of third of August 1993 37 years of age. This is my last manifestation on mother earth.
In search of God I do not know when my kundalini awakened fully absolutely unknown to me.
To summarize it all, without blaming kundalini we must decide for ourselves whether we would be able to complete the spiritual journey in present 70 to 80 years of earthly life. We must indulge in kundalini awakening only if we had the potential of becoming a Swami Vivekananda in real life.